“Of course if you like your kids, if you love them from the moment they begin, you yourself begin all over again, in them, with them, and so there is something more to the world again.” -William Saroyan
Monday, April 23, 2012
Inspired
So I just wanted to take a second to thank someone for inspiring me to get my poetry out into the open.
I guess it's never good to hide feelings of sorrow
especially for me since I have battled severe depression in the past.
Those of you that know me know me well and realize that our lairah bugs birthday is coming up. It's crazy for me to think that she would be three this year! THREE YEARS it seems like it has been only minutes since I got the news that our little angel had flown into the heavens.
The pain feels just as agonizing as it did the day I sat alone in the doctors office trying to hold all signs of emotion in until I could reach my car..
I have been told many times that the fact that I never show my emotions can be a turn off to people. Truth is I was suffering deeply for a very long time, I hid it, very well I might add. So well that I don't know if any one really knows the severity of my depression.
Ok sorry rambling over and now back to the whole point of this post
My good friend c has recently shared a lot of lyrics he wrote with me and that got me thinking
...it's not about weather or not people think your words are good or weather they like or even want to hear what oh have to say.. It's about getting your feelings out there. Maybe someone somewhere has or is feeling the same way. It's about letting people know they aren't alone, that there is hope; In the lord, in friendship, in life.
So that being said, look forward to reading some lm poetry I have binders and binders of things I have vented only to pend and paper up until now, and finally with a little encouragement and a slight kick in the rear I'm finally brave enough to share it with you...whoever you are.
Lamentations 3:1-25
Please excuse any typos this is my first blog via iPad.
<3
Jesus and I love you
Lm
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